the way

i loss ..
i hv loss in a very very big
n strange place..
where am i ??
where am i ??
who can tell me ..
who am i ??
who am i ??
person who was no heart..
or died person..
not alive ..??
still alive??
strange...

i face so much problem n i hv overcome it..
bt ...
lee....
this is the 1st time i overcome it n nv
nv..
bk 2 my own..
i loss it ,
i loss myself..
always n once a time..
nv hv one which can help me..
really..
i dun noe how 2 gone through this time..
although i stand on my think ..
i ll nv b frens again wif this guy ..this previous friendship..

it was gone..
valueless...
unrespect..
betray ..
all u can find when u noe the truth ..
right??

u confidence on me ..
u believe i can gone through..
bt i dun believe myself..
n still suspect myself..
did i really wan 2 do that..
although feel pain..
hard..
my heart.
broke edy ..
wat kind of friends is this..

nvm,u look love more importance than friendship..


u think how i wan 2 reply this frens ....
did she still my friend..
i dun noe ..
i was still suspect myself..
no doubt is i really dislike this friend..
again n again ..
she still like dun noe everything n feel that she is very innocent..
although i jz think wan 2 reply ....
we break down the relationship as frens ..
bt i noe..
i can tell this out..
i was unable 2 tell this too..
i dun noe ..
i really dun noe..
who can help me 2 leave this strange place..
until..
i loss myself..
i dun think i can do that..
who can help me..
best friend was also not thrust me at all..
already not thrust me at all..
bcause of this fren ..
stupid ..crazy ..
..

really make me so angry n ...
i dun noe how 2 do now..
i dun noe wat is the next step..
who ll died in this strange place..
myself..
or the person who wan save me out..
possible is myself.
right ??
impossible i ll pull my best friend 2gether ..
except i wan died 2gether with best friend...
..
hermm....
died lah ..
easy n simple..
only c whether wan 2 died in wat way ..
haha
...
^_<