cry~~

finally ...
i cry when i wan he call me..
talk time of bout 25 minute..
i cry in that time..
probably i should not cry again ..
after ..
last month...

i should not cry again..
i promise not 2 make him worried..
i promise not 2 make myself worried too..
after he heard i cry..
: " my heart was pain "
i was touch..
i cry more bitterly..
i dun noe y everything he say yesterday will make my feeling bcome bitter but sweet..
i not willing 2 make him worried bout me..
i not willing 2 let him noe at all..
bt i tell the truth as he guess i was crying..
bt i should let him noe..
coz he take care me..
if i lie ..
how i'll feel n how he'll feel..

sometime i wan 2 find somemone which can b my audience..
sometime i hope they can bother me..
they can mind that i was present..

bt we still cant talk too much..
2day was his 1st day start his course on study ...
i jz wish him yesterday ..
: "all the best "
: "my heart was at u "
: "in the rabbit ?"
: "cannot ah ? "
: "can ah..bt i carry it with me when i sleep ."
: "but i think i should not carry it with me again liao ...haha.. "(jz joke)
( quite)

haha...~~~~
i dun noe wat 2 say lah..
bt i feel sweet n happy n sad yesterday nite...
so terrible..
how i can mix the all feeling 2gether..
wakakaka~~~

i cry out everything..
finally cry out..
my tension n feeling..
n i tell him my problem n opinion..
hope he can forgive bout that..
hope he not worried anymore...
n not feel stress ..coz of his nauhgty frenz..

our conversation end with 3 words..
:" i love u "
:" i love u too "
:"gd nite"
:"gd nite"

1st time i really heard he tell with his mouth bt not with sms..
i was so..
happy ..
n sad..
bt he really make me feel better..
i was so comfortable n confidence when talk with him..
i feel so happy n sweet..
we're a couple..
we love each other..
very much