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在写这篇文章的时候，

我的脑袋，

是，



空白的。。



although 2day was gone through in a stabil mood ...

but my mind is in blank ...



many thing keep in my heart ,

very much ...

a very heavy burden ...

until i cannot breath...



like yesterday ,

i would tell a guy that i like to...

tell him my problem...

but he was quiet tired...

and i was not ready 2 tell everyting ...

so that ,

eveything from rice bcome a porridge..

i nv tell everything ....



friendship broke...

family quarrel...

love ...

waiting for him bt mayb he dun noe ...

next year same as me form 5 ...

SPM years...



haha....

stress...



how leh...

how 2 face this year with .......







i lost a frens ...

for me ...

she is a very good frens ...

but now ...we broke down cauz by an activity programme....



i dun't think i was wrong ...

bt she oso nv admit that she's wrong ..

i get a news , she oso hv quarreling with one more frens ....

at about in same situation with me ....

i dun noe y...

in my mind ...

she was a very persistent girl...



in every one mind, she was this kind of girl...

y ...she nv change...

and her change onli in a very very short time ....



y like tis...

i dun noe...

but that day ..

i make a choices..

i decide 2 broke down with her ,

when i ask her : if this problem non b slove in fast ...

we 'll nv b frens again ...



she answer :nvm ..and.....^^



c...

thi is her answer ...

cauz she got say bfore...

i still not her real fren ....

everyone should noe...

when u very respect and value her ...

this answer will make u hurt and heart broke....

that's y ...

i oso try 2make her accept me as her real fren ...



so ...

when i heard her answer ...

i really make my choices b form...

ok ...

u dun care 2 b frens back...

so ...very happy hv been meet "u" bfore...

not meet again...

not bye...





this is my answer ...

not care....

u r not a distinct human ...

frens every where ...

lose one not mean i lose all....







family ...

my relationship with my mum hv gone down ...

cauz of this kind of human ....

firstly i not care on the first quarrel ,

but the 1st quarrel make me and my mum

relationship gone down....





all my fren noe...

my relationship with my mum was nt good on the year that hv gone through...

and ..

this year...

onli ...

onli...i start 2 gone up the hill of relationship with my mum ....





still cauz ...

cauz..

by this human ...

i gone down the hill 2 the beginning ...



so how....

who can help me ...







make this bcome a dream ...

not happen in the real....



please.....