the boy ...in my mind..^^

uncontrol..

can't think ...

the boy

he ..

cried...

after i pick my phone..

he was on cryng ...

i shiver...

my hand ..

shiver uncontrol....

my mind was in confuse...

wat happen .

wat should made him cried...

cried that i nv seen bfore...

in my mind ..

i always think that he is a very strong guy ...

he will not fall down under a small small thing ...

i can't call off my heart and my shivering hand...

i so scard ...

i wan c him on that time..

but i was at cousin house...

on the time...

i jz have a think tat i wan meet him now.

i felt worry ...

i cant calm down ...

i jz can think in many way...

wat happen ...

wat happen 2 him ??

the 2nd day...

i call him...

and i go meet him ..

un known by him...

when i call..

he was dreaming...

he was in his dream world...

his brother call upon him.

we meet outside his house...

grassland ...

we sit on the swing...

i prepaid my self...

i start b his audience...

can b noe ...

he was controlling his mood...

his feeling ...

can b feel...

he wan cry ...

but he control it ...

wat i can do...

i quiet myself...

i sit and start 2 dissolve in his talk ...

start 2 b with him ...

in the same position with him...

but the god ...

it playing us...

not more than half of a hour.....

the sky cry ...

in my way ...

the rain have gone through with his tear ...

his tear flow down with the rain ...

we didnt stand under the rain ...

bt i can noe...

his heart have dissolve with the rain ...

he cry in heart...

6.oo p.m. he nid 2 go ...

he nid 2 go 2 his cousin house...

somebody have gone 2 the next world which r more beauty and peace from here...

i gv an advise...

if u wan 2 cry ..

u should cry...

u could not keep it in ur heart ...

it will b a burden ...

a very heavy burden ..

it will make u can't breath...

u have a big touch in ur heart ...

bcauz ur mind hv stay with ur cousin feeling ...

u r jz like him...

he is u ...and u was he...

that's y ..

u hv such a big , strength feeling...

i wan 2 thx 2 u ...

u hv made me as a fren which can b ur audience

2 hear ur heart...

a load on ur's mind ...

thx...

i will go with u...

remember ...

here was a girl waiting for u ...

dun ask y i'm waiting ...

i jz wan 2 tell u ...

i will b very volunteer 2 b with u

and always ready my self ...

2 b ur audience ...

2 go through all the difficulty with u ...

in ur life...

i ll waiting ...

waiting for u....