cheat~~

i choose 2 thrust him..
he tell me that he will leave yesterday ..
he cheat me..
not yesterday bt 2day..
he leave 2day..
yesterday we was crying..
crying..~~
i cant think y he wan 2 do that at all..
he say dun wan 2 make me worried..
n he nid some time 2 overcome the emotion n feeling problem...
he hope that he can leave here with not make me worried ...

bt yesterday ..
i think we really hurt so bad..
i scold him..
coz of my emotional status..

when afternoon ,i call his frenz 2 help me take care him at there..
if i nv call ..
i dunno that he hv cheated me that he is leaving yesterday ..
i nv wanted 2 hv a clear answer about that situation..
i choose 2 thrust him..

at nite..
he tell all..
he say that he cheated me..
he hope i can forgive him..
ya ..
i forgive him..
i hope he dun so worried about me again..
we still hv the chance 2 meet...
all the thing is over..
i forgive him..
i dun wan that our relationship was stop or break by onli this problem..
i dun wan..
now i really really noe his heart..
i noe wat's the reason..
believe me..
dun jz worried again..
n him doesnt sleep for 2 nite ..
yesterday i accompanion him until he sleep..(hope he was really asleep ler..nv reply msg)
i still hope that me..his girlfrenz..
still can bside him when he really nid each other..
2day so early wake up..
although cry for 1 nite..
bt it's ok..
not terrible than him..

hope he leave here..with a non worried situation..
take care..
i really think he was very 傻 。。
until he wan cheat me ..
did he still mean i'm his gf ..
ya ..he mean that..
we dun wan 2 make each other worried about each other...
this ~~
i noe he noe..
hopefully he'll b all the best at there..~~
hopefully ~~