study nite..~~

yesterday midnite

0000 - 0200

study a subject which going 2 kill me..

yesterday no will day..

dinner eat so so so little..

bt nv feel any hungry ..

bfore start study..

nescafe 3 in 1..

drink it..

without 1 hour..

gastralgia appear..

i nv hv a problem like this ..

nv ..~~

felt so scard n worried..

the worried nv gone..

mayb he will angry or disappointed when he noe this thing happen..

(mayb onli ~~ )

mayb he'll think y i nv tell him when i got problem ..

mayb he'll think y he nv aside me when i nid him..

i nid him 2 tell the truth ..

his heart..~~

he was so many thing 2 do for school ..

i really unable 2 tell him all of this..

i wan gv him a happy n good memory ..

bfore he l..e..a..v..e..~~~